OCT 25TH

Today what, a day it was. It started early I must say because I woke up at 10:30 due to bathroom purposes. When I returned to my room 5 mins later the fire alarm went off. So that ruined the sleep as I was contemplating whether to go down or not. So I called a friend and aske d him if he wanted to go down and he said not really. So we stayed in. Luckily it wasn’t for long, the fire alarm went off 5-10 mins later. I returned to bed but I wasn’t able to sleep though and then 11:30 my gf called me. So I was awake until lunch time which I gladly went down to eat for I was quite hungry.

When I returned to my room. I picked up the phone to call Fahed who was in SA, sadly enough the phone line over there wasn’t clear at all so I was having extreme difficulties listening to what he was trying to say. But then he told me he was going to call me on Sunday hopefully it would be clearer then. I thought that would be it. Then my brother who I was to call because it had been a while called me to my amazement, ofcourse I couldn’t say no, so we talked for like an hour and half which was very nice because he sort of put me back on track. Which was refreshing.

Then later as I finished, Claudio had called me asking me where the karaoke equipment was. So I called him right back but Helen was there so she told him DAVID Yi has it.

Later on after I was done Patrick was online and he was really sad, so he called me I told me what was bothering him before I knew it, it was 5:30 already time for dineer and all my time has been spent on the phone yet. Again/

O my girl was to come over but she never did she fell asleep. Anyway I was watching the “Good Fellas” alone and then I fell asleep and then she called me up later but then it didn’t really go as well as I wanted it to go. Minor conflicts.



OCT 26th

Today another good day, as I see it. It will begin a series of a long-lasting fun life for me. As of yesterday when I started reading the Islamic books I feel like a changed man totally. No question about it. I feel happier and more grateful to God for what he has given me. I have found out that I have been blinded for so long for not seeing what God has given me for which not many people possess. A good family, relatively smart and doing well socially with a girl-friend. I felt as if I was losing my smartness and my girl-friend there for a second but I have bounced back and opened my eyes to reality. I am indeed grateful to be seeing the light and be guided to the right path. I see that now much more clearly and I believe I’ll be seeing it a lot more now and in the coming future as I’ll devote all my leisure time reading more about islam and about ways purify the greedy and ill-hearted soul I have now. With prayers to Allah in this month of RAMADAN I shall be a changed man forever, inshallah.

That was the best part of my day today with some minor events happening ofcourse. Waking up for Suhur and going out to RABBA at 3:30 in the morning which was quite strange. Coming back and cooking some rice which tasted great and praying together with Malik and Shameel. It felt great just like the old days. But there Is no where than having RAMADAN back home with the whole familiy. But hey u got to give up certain conveniences living abroad I must say. Well this is very little atleast ALLAh has brought us to a place where the weather is cold and it is very easy to fast even with the various temptations of eating all around me, I still can go on happily without being irritated at people eating around me. It is perfectly normal.

I believe also with this RAMADAN it will help me stop cursing and I think I definitely want to erase it part of my regular day language and being a more polite person that I used to be, before I became corrupted upon arriving here. May Allah see me through that.

Out mid-term results were out today, I wasn;t particularly please to see them but atleast there is space for improvement. I hope Allah is punishing me for the way I’ve been thinking and behaving recently. Just giving enough time realize what I have done and return to the good path before returning to my glorious days once more. Inshallah.

I talked to my girlfriend today we had another good chat, it was cool because both sides were equally enthusiastic which was fantastic we really haven’t had that in a while, I do believe it is because of my change yesterday night to being a nicer person and being less rude and arrogant as I was hailed the past weeks. I am glad we’re both happier and we’re still together. I feel am living the time of life now with just this sudden reflection out of the blue just coming from Allah. I hope I remain a happy person for the rest of my days here on Earth. After all life is too short and we should really try to give great emphasis on the worship of the All Might and All knowing who had brought us here and gave us bountous resources in order to enjoy life but because of man Grediness, nothing is even enough, I have grown to learn this now when am just about to turn 18. Now I feel proud am going to be 18, atleast I feel I have accomplished something, being spiritually well off and getting rid of the little thoughts that have cluttered my minds these past few months which won’t help me at all in the After life.